Thank god for blogs and wonderful people like ultimatejourney, Serenity and Lady In Waiting, because without them I'd be on the floor in a heap. I had decaf and dinner with ultimatejourney earlier this week, and I've been IMing with the other two ladies. Thanks for listening, all of you. It helps.
But I am still freaking out. I just want an answer. I will POAS on Saturday. That is only two wake-ups away. I sort of want to do it tomorrow, but I'm not going to. I just want to go to work still not knowing. I will do it Saturday. But I just want to know.
Not that if it's positive it really means anything. But I'm definitely feeling cramps and twinges. My b00bs were hurting a lot until today. This morning I was sure it was over, but then I got more cramps and twinges again. So I just don't know.
I just want to know!
Life as an adoptive family.
My Story
- Rachel
- 4 miscarriages, 3 failed IVFs with PGD, 2 different sperm donors, 1 diagnosis of balanced translocation. Now we are the proud parents of a boy via domestic infant semi-open adoption. We had a failed match for kid #2 and are now matched again.
11 comments:
Crossing my fingers for you.
i so hope you get some much deserved good news rachel!
I wish I could get you the news sooner. I'm rooting for you!
Oh, I know how hard it is! Keep hanging on, the days will pass in spite of how it really feels like they won't. So happy you've been able to have the support you need with the fellow IFers in your nabe, it has got to be a huge relief for you. I'll be thinking of you a lot.
Just wanted to let you know another IFer is thinking of you. Anytime you want to knit or just vent, I'm not fat away.
Agh, I'm not "far" away. Oh gosh, I should learn how to type. Or maybe I should just eat less fried foods.
Oh! The pain of a 2ww. Rachel...It is one of the toughest things! And there's nothing to make it easier. Hang on!
Somebody really needs to fix this two week wait problem.
But you're almost there! I'll be hitting refresh on your blog nonstop tomorrow :)
I have everything crossed for you Rachel.
Just want you to know that I am thinking of you and praying for you... You deserve some good news!!
Waiting is agony! I hope you have good news soon...!
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