Thursday, June 28, 2007

freaking out

Thank god for blogs and wonderful people like ultimatejourney, Serenity and Lady In Waiting, because without them I'd be on the floor in a heap. I had decaf and dinner with ultimatejourney earlier this week, and I've been IMing with the other two ladies. Thanks for listening, all of you. It helps.

But I am still freaking out. I just want an answer. I will POAS on Saturday. That is only two wake-ups away. I sort of want to do it tomorrow, but I'm not going to. I just want to go to work still not knowing. I will do it Saturday. But I just want to know.

Not that if it's positive it really means anything. But I'm definitely feeling cramps and twinges. My b00bs were hurting a lot until today. This morning I was sure it was over, but then I got more cramps and twinges again. So I just don't know.

I just want to know!

11 comments:

My Reality said...

Crossing my fingers for you.

Sarah said...

i so hope you get some much deserved good news rachel!

Samantha said...

I wish I could get you the news sooner. I'm rooting for you!

Knock Me Up said...

Oh, I know how hard it is! Keep hanging on, the days will pass in spite of how it really feels like they won't. So happy you've been able to have the support you need with the fellow IFers in your nabe, it has got to be a huge relief for you. I'll be thinking of you a lot.

somerville.teagirl said...

Just wanted to let you know another IFer is thinking of you. Anytime you want to knit or just vent, I'm not fat away.

somerville.teagirl said...

Agh, I'm not "far" away. Oh gosh, I should learn how to type. Or maybe I should just eat less fried foods.

Mony said...

Oh! The pain of a 2ww. Rachel...It is one of the toughest things! And there's nothing to make it easier. Hang on!

ultimatejourney said...

Somebody really needs to fix this two week wait problem.

But you're almost there! I'll be hitting refresh on your blog nonstop tomorrow :)

Mary Ellen and Steve said...

I have everything crossed for you Rachel.

singletracey said...

Just want you to know that I am thinking of you and praying for you... You deserve some good news!!

Hopeful Mother said...

Waiting is agony! I hope you have good news soon...!