Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Negative

Took a test this morning. Of course, it was negative.

I'm not sure how much longer I can keep doing this. We will find a new donor, probably do three rounds of IUI with injectibles, and then I don't know what. We found that one of the insurance options for T covers a total of 6 IUIs with ovulation induction (lifetime). So, at least we can do a couple of those on T's new insurance policy.

Should I find a new job to get coverage for IVF? That could work. Or should we move forward with one of our adoption options. Honestly, I think we will probably do both.

Meanwhile, we are again, just sad.

17 comments:

Almamay said...

I'm so very sorry. Hugs from London.

ultimatejourney said...

I'm mad and sad for both of you.

Waiting Amy said...

Yes, mad and sad both here too.

JJ said...

I am so very sorry Rachel....

Delenn said...

Saying I'm sorry is an understatement. When I read your post, all I could think was "FUCK!!". It is so unfair.

Jen said...

It's not fair. I'm so sorry. (Also- I heard that Kinkos has IVF coverage???)

The Town Criers said...

I'm so sorry, Rachel.

Samantha said...

I'm so sorry, honey.

Ms. Infertile said...

Rachel, I'm so sorry. ((Hugs))

Somewhat Ordinary said...

Rachel, I'm so sorry! I feel sad with you.

Trace said...

I'm so sorry. Why don't you begin researching adoption and embryo adoption? It is hard to do adoption at the same time you do fertility. Mostly because private domestic adoption is expensive and some agencies don't like you to do both. For example, I know Adoptions From Heart makes you sign something.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry Rachel.

Erica

LIW (Lady In Waiting) said...

I am so, so sorry hon.

Please try to nurture yourself somehow. Maybe you need a little time to heal before you can make a major decision.....

I am here for you.

XOXO

My Reality said...

I am sorry. It just really sucks.

Susan said...

I'm sorry. I'm sending hugs your way.

mama shell said...

I am really sorry, but just wanted to try and give you some hope,
It took me 8 cycles of IUI with clomid before I concieved my son, so don't give up-(it probably doesn't help but after 6 iui's the doctor changed our donor because he thought it might be an egg sperm incompatibility).

Bean said...

So sorry. This stuff sucks.