Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Miscarriage number four, now with donor sperm

My level today was 122. I will definitely be having my fourth miscarriage.

I don't have anything much else to say except for self pitying things, so I will spare you. Thanks for trying to hope for us.

26 comments:

BethanyWD said...

Ah, SHIT. Nothing I can write will help, I'm sure, but I'm thinking about you.

infertility just sucks said...

Ugh - Rachel I'm so sorry to read this post.

I'm thinking about you.

ultimatejourney said...

Oh for fuck's sake. I'm so very sorry.

Almamay said...

So sorry

My Reality said...

I am beyond sorry. This just isn't fair.

E said...

Oh Rachel, I'm so sorry. I was thinking of you over Christmas and hoped that life couldn't be so cruel.

Vanessa said...

I wish things could be different for you. Your in my prayers

orodemniades said...

Crap. I'm sorry to hear this news.

Marcy "meg" said...

I am so very sorry.

still waiting said...

I'm so sorry. You don't deserve this...

Valerie said...

I'm sorry

Leah said...

I can't resist the urge to shake my fist at the heavens and ask "why? why? why?" I'm so terribly sorry that this is happening. It's just so unfair.

michelle said...

my emails seem to be bouncing???
i'm thinking of you. so sorry you have to go through this.

Susan said...

My heart is broken. I am so sorry Rachel. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.

K77 said...

Fuck. I'm so sorry.

Jessica at Bwlchyrhyd said...

So sorry sweetie... :(

Brooke said...

UGH.....I am so sorry! You are certainly in my thoughts!!!!

maryellenandsteve said...

So so sorry Rachel.

Somewhat Ordinary said...

I am so sorry, Rachel! I just don't understand why this keeps happening.

Waiting Amy said...

I'm sorry Rachel. I understand and am so sorry.

Samantha said...

I'm sorry. I wish this could have turned out differently.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry Rachel. So sorry.

Erica

LIW (Lady In Waiting) said...

Oh, Sweetie. That is absolutely horrible. I am so so so so so sorry!!!!!

Can you and T get away for a few days? Is there anything I can do (or bring you) to help??

You have been through more than your share of heartbreak. Try to do something nice for the two of you. You deserve - and need - some nurturing!!!

XOXO

Mony said...

Awful.
Just so sad.

Ms. Infertile said...

I'm so so sorry you are facing this again. I wish there was something else I coudl say that woudl help, but I know there is not. Just know you are in my thoughts.

AshPash said...

Rachel, have not checked in for a while...I am so sorry to read your news. Sending a hug.