I need some food and we're not doing anything tonight, so I'm feeling particularly cranky right now. T ordered a pizza, so I will be getting some food soon. Hopefully that will help.
I also have to work on my niece's birthday present, but I'm too cranky to knit. I've been too cranky to knit quite often lately. But her party is in a week and I have to get it done.
Tomorrow E and little S are stopping over for a visit. He's 2 1/2 now. It's amazing how much time has passed. All of the pregnancies that happened while we were having our miscarriages are now toddlers turning 2. I think about how they'll probably be nearly 4 when we finally become parents.
I'm not sure what's going on with me right now. I'm not in a sane place. I don't really feel like myself. We spent hours waiting for a new tire today. We went shopping and we each bought a new pair of shoes. T also got a new travel mug which he is very excited about. I tried to take the mildew stains out of our canvas shower curtain by soaking in in Oxy*Cle@n for several hours, but the mildew stains are still there.
We need to do some cleaning, but I'm just in no state of mind to do that. I get frustrated with my job, but I definitely like being busy. I look forward to the weekend so much, and then I tend to get cranky when the weekend comes if we don't have enough things to do. I just feel so unsatisfied by everything all of the time. I think we're pretty busy for the next two weekends, so that is a good thing. Then it's Xmas with my parents and my brother, but I'm not sure we have plans for that weekend.
Pizza has arrived.
Life as an adoptive family.
My Story
- Rachel
- 4 miscarriages, 3 failed IVFs with PGD, 2 different sperm donors, 1 diagnosis of balanced translocation. Now we are the proud parents of a boy via domestic infant semi-open adoption. We had a failed match for kid #2 and are now matched again.
3 comments:
We have another thing in common. I am terribly cranky when I'm hungry and I hate not having any food in the house. I'm not a big fan of cleaning but I like things nice and clean. I do like that Oxy stuff. Leave the curtains in overnight, that might do the trick.
Glad you're getting your pizza. Maybe you'll feel better after you eat...pizza always helps:)
I agree...it is amazing how time passes and seeing the children in our lives growing up, while we're waiting for our first. It's tough realizing that we should have a child older than many of the ones of our families and our friends.
P.S. I'm glad to know you knit...I'm taking my first knitting class in the morning. I may hit you up for tips if it goes OK haha
Oh, I sympathise with the too cranky to knit. I knit a lot (like you!) but sometimes I just can't face it - working out where I am, starting a new section, or doing more boring boring stockinette.
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