Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Good bye and good riddance

I didn't much like 2008. I was unemployed, I had a miscarriage with donor sperm, my insurance company stopped covering my infertility treatment, I came to the full realization that my husband and I will never create a child together, and I truly began to believe that I will never be pregnant long enough to bear a live child.

I am glad to see 2008 go.

But I do hold out a little hope that 2009 might be better. We have a new administration coming in, and I hope to be able to be proud of my country again. And there is a very small possibility that there might be a chance that the opportunity to become parents could present itself to us at some point in the coming year.

But we all know that hope is a bitch.

All that being said, I'm sure I'll be asleep at midnight.

6 comments:

Kelly said...

I'm with you - so long, 2008. I figure 2009 has got to be better. We'll see. Hang in there!

Sue said...

I hope 2009 is a better year for you, whatever it may bring.

Mountain Girl said...

Happy New Year! I hope that 2009 is a fantastic year for you!

niobe said...

May 2009 be a very good year for you!

My Reality said...

I hope 2009 brings all of your dreams to life.

Eileen said...

Happy New Year! I hope you have a wonderful 2009 full of good memories...