T convinced me to have betas. I'm having blood taken on Tuesday and Thursday.
That way I can sort of calm down, or else drink myself into oblivion in Mexico.
I also might pee on another stick.
I'm trying to not be insane, but it doesn't stop. Still feeling twinges. Thought I might feel a little nausea earlier, but I also think I might be making the whole thing up in my head.
I hope this is good, though.