Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Bumps in the road
We're having some bumps in the road with selling the house, but I'm crossing my fingers that things will still work out. It's freaking me out a little.
I've been dealing with contractors on a daily basis. I'm bringing Henry and B-dog to the new house every day to help them get used to it. We put a pack n play in H's bedroom and he takes his afternoon nap there. As long as he has his lovey, he'll sleep. He's such a good sleeper. We're so lucky in that regard. (Well, we're lucky with him in so many ways it's difficult to count.)
Today was a sad day for me. I'm trying to get my family together to celebrate Henry's first birthday and one of my brother's family isn't going to be able to be there. I'm feeling rather angry about it right now. But we'll celebrate with my parents and my other brother's family. It's just how it is. It just feels like a big deal right now. The first birthday is a pretty significant one.
Then we hit the bump with selling the house.
I hated having a sad day because things are really good for us. I feel guilty feeling sad when our lives are truly very good, which they are.
So I'm trying to kick the sadness and remember the good. I'm sure it will be fleeting. Our buyers haven't backed out yet, so I guess that's good. I don't know what the deadline is for this so I'm not sure how long I'm going to be worried about it.
But I love the new house. I sat in the back yard with B-dog while Henry slept in his room. It was nice.
I think they're going to back out. We're screwed. They wanted an enormous further reduction in price. We will not go down in price from what we originally agreed. Going down further will put us under water. It's ridiculous.
Have I mentioned we're screwed?
I really don't want to be ruined financially. Of my own making. It's not like someone got laid off or anything.
I feel miserable.