It's over, as far as I'm concerned. The test on 11 dpo with first morning urine was negative. It was pure white. Not a hint of HcG in my urine. dIUI #1 is a bust. I have my blood test on Friday, but it will simply confirm what I already know.
Rachel, it's not fair to make such a big decision to move forward and then to have to deal with the heartbreaking negative...I just wish I could make it better. Know I am thinking of you....
4 miscarriages, 3 failed IVFs with PGD, 2 different sperm donors, 1 diagnosis of balanced translocation.
Now we are the proud parents of a boy via domestic infant semi-open adoption.
We had a failed match for kid #2 and are now matched again.
25 comments:
Well, shit. I'm so, so sorry. Sending you lots of hugs.
*hug* I'm sorry, hon. Thinking of you and T.
I'm so very sorry, Rachel.
CRAP... I am sorry....
I'm sorry. You really do deserve a break.
Fuck! I am so sorry.
Ugh, I'm so sorry! I'm thinking of you!
Rachel, it's not fair to make such a big decision to move forward and then to have to deal with the heartbreaking negative...I just wish I could make it better. Know I am thinking of you....
A million hugs from me too :(
I'm so sorry!!! That just sucks! (((HUGS)))
B****er
I'm new to your blog, but I'm so sorry.
i'm so sorry, Rachel.
Say it ain't so! I'm really sorry.
Fuck. I am sorry.
Boo.
Fucking Boo.
Sorry sweetie... :(
For fuck's sake. That SUCKS!! I am so sorry.
I am here if you need me.
XOXOXO
I am so sorry :(
I am so so so sorry Rachel.
I'm so sorry. Thinking of you.
I agree with JJ, I'm so sorry you worked so hard to make this big decision and then the road forward has stalled. I'm so sorry.
Thinking of you both and sending (((hugs))).
oh damn rachel, i'm so sorry. after everything it took to get here, it's just so unfair.
Rachel, I'm so sorry. Look after yourself and DH.
I'm so sorry Rachel. It just shouldn't be this hard.
Take care of yourself.
Erica
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