Monday, June 02, 2008
Dream
Last night I dreamed of a positive pregnancy test that had about 4 lines. One pink line and three blue ones, I think. I knew the pink one was for HCG, but I didn't know what the other ones were for. I knew it was weird that they were there, though. I didn't know what to do. I kept panicking and taking more tests, but the extra lines were still there. I went to the doctor and they did a bunch of tests, and the extra lines were because of all the chromosomal defects the baby had. I was going to miscarry again. I was so mad at myself for letting myself get pregnant and to hope that maybe it would be okay even though those extra lines were there. I'm not sure if I dreamed of miscarrying or that was implied. But it was a crappy dream and it's left me unsettled this morning.
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6 comments:
That sounds like a really unsettling dream. Hope you feel better.
I hate dreams like that. I find them very hard to shake. I usually have much more vivid dreams in the second half of my cycle.
That sound like a horrible dream.
Hope you had a better night tonight!
Damn, that sucks. :(
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me no like those dreams. Hope the rhythm of the day took you to a different place.
Barbs
Oh, I hate that kind of dream. You can't shake the feeling even though your head knows it's not real.
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