More searching

I called a new attorney in FL to expand our search. It's more money on top of all the money we lost on our failed match. But as my husband says, it's just money and we are very lucky that we can do this without jeopardizing our financial security.

I am so tired of waiting and getting older. I fear that H and his sibling will be too far apart in age to enjoy each other.

I want this all to have happened yesterday. I am impatient.

So, we will throw more money at this problem and hope that it settles quickly. But just calling this new attorney sent me to tears. I hope I can do this.

On the inside

On the outside, I am doing fine.